By MARC R. MASFERRER
Many times in the past 14 months, often as I walk on the sands of Anna Maria Island, I stop, pinch myself and say:
“I can’t believe I am living and working in Florida.”
It’s a strange sensation, being in a place where you always seem to be comparing the fantasy of where you are with the reality. There are similarities — such as at sunset on Anna Maria Island — but there also are stark differences.
It’s almost like the experience is happening to someone else.
Maybe it’s because I never thought I would be here.
As I progressed through my newspaper career, rarely did it cross my mind that I would want to make a stop, much less settle down, in the Sunshine State. For a lot of reasons — for instance, hurricanes, the crazy politics, and the out-of-control growth — Florida just did not hold a lot of appeal for me.
Especially since I already was working in Texas, the greatest state in the union, where the stories are bigger, and where they never run out.
Of course, circumstances changed, so as I looked for a new job, almost all options were open.
More than a year later, I’m still settling in — Florida still doesn’t quite feel like home — but things are good. I live 15 minutes from Anna Maria Island, and professionally, I landed in a great spot. My colleagues are smart journalists, my talents are appreciated and almost daily, I think, I’m making a difference. When you’ve been away from a newsroom like that, it is humbling to find your way back.
As for those things that previously turned me off about Florida — for instance, hurricanes, the crazy politics and the out-of-control growth — they also make it a great place to work for a newspaper.
Overall, it has been a good move.
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Still, why am I here?
There’s more to the answer than to cover the big story of the day and walk on the beaches. There has to be, for me, at the age of almost 40, to have made a move I never imagined to a place where I didn’t know a soul.
Even the casual reader of this blog knows why.
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I had visited Florida several times before. But in what might be considered a sociological rarity in the Cuban American experience, my immediate family spent only a limited amount of time here — and all before I was born — before making their way to Texas.
As I prepared last year for the cross-country move, I joked that every Cuban American has to spend at least part of their life in Florida.
However, the experience of being a Cuban American in Florida — albeit more than three hours from Miami and “Little Havana” — has been much more serious than that. It has changed my life.
About four months after I moved here, I started this blog, as a repository of sorts for my views, opinions, etc. on issues of the day. I do hardly any writing in my job as an editor at the newspaper, so I thought I also would use it to keep my skills sharpened.
Cuba was barely on my radar.
But guided perhaps by an invisible hand, I quickly found myself drawn to Cuba-related issues as I delved deeper into the Internet in search of ideas and topics to address. I discovered Babalu, Cuban American Pundits, Wall Street Cafe and other blogs, and started to imagine the possibilities.
As I learned more about the current situation on the island, especially the plight of Cuban independent journalists and other dissidents, I found myself reconnecting with what Val Prieto of Babalu terms my Cubanidad — my “Cubaness.”
Every year, my family celebrates “la noche buena” on Christmas Eve, and I love Cuban food, and the music. But what I have discovered within myself, as I researched and wrote about Cuba, was something much deeper and stronger. It’s as if what is happening to my companeros on the island, especially the journalists, is happening to me.
Their freedom has become my cause.
I am first and foremost an American, and proudly so, but I almost am Cuban, and just as proud.
Earlier this week, in a post and subsequent comments, Val described his Cubanidad, and the fact that his is the most popular Cuba blog on the Internet, as almost a burden. For Val, who I consider a friend, being a Cuban with a blog means having to answer the idiots out there who excuse the Castro regime’s bad behavior and to explain and defend why the focus of his blog is so narrow.
I share his pain. But rather than shirk from it, I, like Val, embrace it.
For me, spending hours almost every day working on this blog is not a burden but a responsibility I embrace proudly. As a journalist, as an American and as a Cuban, I have been guided by an invisible hand, from within and from above, to tell the stories of Cuba as best I can and to do my small part, I hope, to help free a nation.
It also has further defined who I am. I am a better journalist because of my Cubanidad and my ability to express it through my writings. And I am a better American, too. I have learned that the freedom I enjoy in this country will only be sweeter when it is shared by my fellow Cubans.
It may not be easy to be Cuban, but I wouldn’t want it any other way.
Whether all this would have ever happened for me in Texas or anywhere else I might have landed last year, I do not know.
But I do know it happened, if only because of geography, only when I got to Florida.
So for this Cuban American, for whom Florida used to be an idea to be avoided, that’s why I am here.
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